Patterns

by Anderson

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1.
Verse We all have a story to tell Yes we have this in common How we aimed for the top And somehow hit the bottom
2.
Patterns 03:03
Verse I get up in the morning Try to feel some sense of worth I try to take some time Just outside my mind But lately that doesn’t seem to work Verse I listen for a word Just a whisper on the wind Or a rhythm lying hidden in the rain But nothing that I hear Is ever really clear So I mourn the moments as they disappear Verse I pour my blood and sweat into a song, I know Nobody but you will ever hear And then I wonder why I ever even try Cause all the words just seem to sound so insincere Bridge The sun is coming up Behind the houses on the street It’s looking for a footing So the day can find its feet And here I am inside the thought That all my worth is wasted on these words Chorus The morning’s never new All I ever feel is blue The patterns never change While in the light Or hidden by the darkness they’re the same Verse And so this song will live and die in vain And with it all the hours and ideas And all the sleepless nights I lay alone Just staring at the patterns As they form and as they disappear Verse I’m taking back the hateful things I’ve said I hope you can forgive me my mistakes Or at least believe me when I tell you That I never meant to hurt you or to make you feel unwell Verse I tie myself to the ship and sing I watch it fall below the water line I try to tell you how it makes me feel But no one ever listens No one ever has the time Bridge The sun is coming up Behind the houses on the street It’s looking for a footing So the day can find its feet And here I am inside the thought That all my worth is wasted on these words Chorus The morning’s never new All I ever feel is blue And when I hear the birds begin to sing I shiver in the morning light Outro Bridge Every song’s a souvenir for somebody to take The ironsides of a memory that fortune can’t forsake The patterns never change While in the light or hidden by the darkness they’re the same
3.
Verse Everyone’s feeling ok But looking a little, worse for wear The twilight is folding, in behind us The fire’s a dying light The stories and laughter Tears and spills are the body of the night Chorus And we all have a story to tell Yes we have this in common How we aimed for the top And somehow hit the bottom Verse I’m trying to keep it together Trying to fight, the tide of time Are we destined to hide in the under side Of what we really feel Holding on to the past And the people we were yesterday Chorus And we all have a cross to bear Yes we have this in common How we aimed for the top And somehow hit the bottom Verse I’m trying to make you believe There’s something inside me you really need I don’t want to be alone No I need someone beside me To have and to hold when I get old And weary of my life Instrumental Verse I hear the words you don’t say They echo in the emptiness You can’t conceal what you steal Or the mortgage on your face You’ve been moving through so many worlds You just look out of place Chorus And we all have a heart that beats Yes we have this in common Though some are aware Some have just forgotten
4.
Vincent 03:04
Verse His room is never empty but there’s no one around There’s always a silence for his thoughts to resound He is pale and he is thin He is only bone and skin And he has no recourse to love Verse Amid icons and artists, marble and gold He sits in the corner smoking cigarettes and getting old The ornaments they dangle The mirrors they steal light From the cold empty streets of a November night Verse He cries at his reflection while combing back his hair He wishes you were with him He wishes you were there And somewhere in the clutter his crooked body bends His silhouette it slackens and then it suddenly distends Oh the room it reels Chorus Every year around this time Vincent can be seen Looking through the pages of the weekly magazines Looking for a face to frame Somebody he can claim he knew Verse The statuettes and chandeliers they sparkle and beguile And it seems to me from what I see it makes his life worthwhile Cause everything he clings to Everything in sight It’s all designed to cloud his mind and keep him from the light Verse His weary eyes are moving over everything he owns The gilded frames with silver chains and rows of antique phones And buried in the heart of all the things that he’s acquired Lies a man without distinction who’s beginning to look tired Verse He sold me a gold record, he sold it for a song He looked into my eyes and said: “You really can’t go wrong Cause everything around you Everything you see Those chandeliers and paintings They all belong to me,” Everything you see Chorus When at night he lies alone in his 18th century bed The past begins to fill the void that opens in his head And there he lies, his sunken eyes Unwrapping every facet of his fear Vocals, Organ, Bass and Guitars by DANIEL ANDERSON
5.
History 02:54
Verse Nobody seems to want to know About the things that really matter The rush and push from day to day Is slowly wearing us away Still I see the sunrise in your eyes Chorus The summer it lives in song But the heart of it is gone It still looks the same But everything’s changed And many of the hearts still beat We know some will live there forever I feel history The ashes of yesterday Verse We watch the seasons come and go With things we thought would last forever Days when life was ours to live And all it ever did was give Still I see the sunrise in your eyes Whenever blue I look beside me and I see you Chorus The summer it lives in song But the heart of it is gone It still looks the same But everything’s changed Many of the hearts still beat I know some will beat there forever I feel history The ashes of yesterday Instrumental Bridge Outro Still I see the sunrise in your eyes Whenever blue I look beside me and I see you
6.
The Melody 02:46
Verse If I had the love you need to give Would it be enough for you to live I can’t make sense of all this space and time It’s swallowing my body and my mind Chorus It’s hard to keep track of what your losing And what your leaving behind Cause love can be stupid sometimes and blind And we give ourselves away We beg and steal and borrow And dream about tomorrow’s getaway Verse Love is cruel and sometimes love is kind Your looking for a love you’ll never find Chorus At times I get lost in the melody See the things you say you see Feel the love you say you feel for me And you give yourself away You beg and steal and borrow And dream about tomorrow’s getaway
7.
Verse You’ll never find her sitting still her days are never dull Her mind is always racing and her hands are always full She keeps a list of heady books she’s been meaning to read I’m surprised she finds the time at all to breathe Chorus If she’s sad in the morning by the afternoon she’s fine In the company of strangers sipping complementary wine Spinning in the existential vacuum Where all the famous painters seem to be Verse The overwhelming sense that she’s completely lost at sea Is shattering the image that she wants the world to see She can’t abide the suicide that happens within Or the creases that are forming on her skin Chorus She stands in the mirror scrutinizing lines Cursing her condition and the debt she owes to time Spinning in the existential vacuum Trying to find a means to an end
8.
Verse I go walking through the fields Past the burnt out cars and the bicycle wheels Wondering what I’m supposed to do To get out of this place and get through to you It’s not hard to make sense of the things that I see How the people react when they’re talking to me The cycle is spinning out of control And the years are beginning to take their toll Chorus And you hide in your heart what you want me to say When you give yourself over to doubt Cause you know how it feels when your down and your out And you can’t see a future in me Verse Looking out over the concrete maze Where as a child I put away the best of my days The sun cut horizons remind me of you Where the cloud starts to split and the light comes through The hood of the night comes over the day And the kids on the corner laugh together and say “Mister why do you dress like that? You look like a queer in that stupid hat!” Chorus And I fell for the feeling I got from this song But Cecilia was there all along And she bitched and she cried till the sun set and died And I knew it was time to move on
9.
Verse We sat beside him through the night Hanging on every heart beat Suffering every sound As the clock spun round We sat so silently “Tell me,” he said, while turning his head “Is this real or is this a joke?” Chorus And his words were like a wrecking ball They rattled walls in every hall His eyes were cold and clear As the darkness disappeared And the room was filled with light The last breaths of an endless night When our hands were entwined And our tears fell in time with the rain Instrumental Verse I turned towards you As the light It fell on your face And I watched sun cut through the rain To fill the bones beneath your skin When an echo from the past Came bounding in my brain I trembled with joy As I looked in your eyes There before me you were forever young Chorus And life had yet to be unkind With nothing lost and nothing left behind A vivid picture I could trace Of any given time or place And I took shelter in the memories Sacred days you’d given me And with your warm hand in mine The burden of time fell away
10.
Sad Lullaby 02:53
Verse With the babies down and the evening old There’s nothing left to do just some clothes to fold And a glass of wine But she’s been feeling down lately And given a minute she can hardly breathe When she thinks of things As they really are With the bills and the mortgage And the shopping and the car Verse She thinks of the girl that she used to be Sure of herself and the things she would see No more broken homes And all that pain and suffering The nights in the bedroom trembling She would leave behind, sail away And build her home in her own paradise Verse The sound of violence ignites the silence The darkness shakes and the babies wake, crying out Cause they don’t know what they’ve done wrong They don’t know what the fuck is going on So they cover their ears, close their eyes And they start to sing an old lullaby
11.
About A Life 03:09
Verse You always knew what this life could do But one day it just came in on you, you really tried You asked for help and when none came You carried on despite your pain, you really tried When the ghost of your beginnings was strangling your brain Cutting you to ribbons or driving you insane Verse You watched the sunset and rise Split the cloud and clear the sky How the shadows shift and shape The ghettos broken streets below Feeling tired and needing time Out of your skin and of your mind Far away from the feelings That you get when you’re alone in your bed Chorus The drunken kids sing from the stairwells below As you try to hold on to a dream In it you’re no longer there You’re walking through a world that really cares Where the cool November breeze is waltzing with the trees And shadows are dancing in the light And there’s a song playing in your head About a life a lot like yours Verse You’re drifting in and out of sleep Sirens sing on empty streets Where once there was darkness in its place there was light Throwing patterns on your bedroom wall that softly rise and gently fall To ornament the hours and colour your confusion and your pain Chorus There’s a panoramic view of the places that you knew And a watercoloured picture of your life But as you look you’re no longer there You’re walking through a world that really cares Where the cool November breeze Is waltzing with the trees And shadows are dancing in the light And there’s a song playing in your head About a life a lot like yours
12.
Refrain The morning’s never new All I ever feel is blue The patterns never change While in the light Or hidden by the darkness they’re the same

credits

released September 18, 2015

All songs written, produced and mixed by Anderson.

Additional recording on Tracks 2, 3, 4, 8 and 9 Andy Knightley (KRecording).

Additional recording on Track 7 Alex Borwick. Mastered by Tim Debney @ Fluid Mastering.

Sleeve design by Colm Russell (www.melancolly.com) & Niall McCormack (www.hitone.ie).

Original cover image captured by Desmond Anderson.

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